Dear God..

I’m tired.. I’ve had enough problems already.. Please.. I beg you.. Please.. Please..

I can’t comply no more.. I don’t have the strength to do this.. I can’t..

I beg of you.. Please.. If you can’t take the pain, then please take my life instead..

LDS

24th Dec 2011, 00.35 AM

Hello..

Right now I’m starting on Urology rotation.. The 1st Batch in Medan.. Its like going into a jungle with no preparation and trying to survive with every bit of skill and a lot of dumb luck..

On the other end, my social life is dropping to zero level.. I rarely go out, not because that I can’t, but more because I don’t feel like it..

I miss my friends back home, “real friends”..

I miss Nasta and Alex.. Adit, Une, Sim, Tisha, Andre, Echa, Kulki, Rama, Dana, Uli.. I miss all of you guys..

I feel like I’m lost in space.. Wandering off without any direction.. And float around carried by the waves..

I Miss Home…

LDS

Thursday, 3 November 2011

Again, I’m bowing to you and begging for Your help..

I’m tired.. I think I’ve done my best, and now its time for me to accept that I can no longer continue..

I’m tired, I’m depressed, I’m about to get sick

LDS